my plan

when God called me into ministry several years ago. I had no idea of what He had in mind.
NO IDEA.
People asked for my plan, yes they were interested in supporting me ...but did I have a plan?
NO.
And now?
No.
I do have a plan. It is detailed. Dates, activieties are all carefully planned.
But it is on God's desk.
He keeps the agenda.
I get up every morning and check it out.
I am allowed to see only what God points out.

Back then I was confused, as everyone else was.
But by now I am comfortable with the issue. Yes, it is true that sometimes I still wish I could get to look at everything but...no...it just doesn't feel right.
Doing it this way has strengthened my confidence in God. I like it, it is cool- I would not want it to be any other way.

Back in those days God gave me a word:
"Bea Gasca, trust me.
What you are going through today is leading you to where you are headed for."

When people asked me:
"Where do you want to be 5 years from now?" (hinting that I had no clue as to what I was doing and thus wasting my life)
I answered:
If I take the steps God asks me to take today, in five years I will be exactly
where the agenda says I should be.

Today more than ever I am certain that this is the way it will be.
So this is my plan:
To look into the agenda every morning...and follow HIS PLAN.