His fool

Saturday, April 30, 2005

God loves adventure

Have you ever seen God as an extreme sport lover? or an adventurer?
Very few people see Him that way...but He is. He really is.
So I am having fun, just relaxing and trying to catch my breath and I begin to settle in the gentleness of a comfortable life, then He comes and says, "aren't you getting bored of sitting at the computer so much?"
Lets go out and get some fun...Europe, that would be nice.

I ...I do not know how to react. But I know His voice and I know He has something in mind, so I smile and say ok, you lead I follow.

Vegar calls me and asks me "are you really going to come to Europe?" He wants to make his plans for his vacation and is probably wondering of where he should be and when in order for us to meet. I have no plans.
I have gotten one instruction so far: PRAY AND PRAY HARD.

and that is what I am doing.
I have want to do things in God's riyhym and time. I am challenged to see the beauty of God's synchronization. I wait, and move when he says move, and He moves all the rest of the universe...and as He puts things together...well something will turn up.

Fine, but Bea, when???? summer, fall, winter???? this year???
I do not know!
One thing I know Europe is Alive. What do I mean with that? God has something in mind, He really wants to see me in Europe, He does not let my heart rest, He does all sorts of different things just to remind me that Europe is in the agenda and that I should be praying.

For example: the other day He asked me to go out for a walk and in this walk he guided me through different streets, and then in one street there was a pile of trash and on this one bag there where all the names of the countries that I will visit. WOW. I gulp and say AMEN....and move on as quickly as I can.

God moving. God telling me what His plans are.
There is nothing I can do to get there. That is the adventureous part. there are so many BUTS...
This time I have a huge smile, I refuse to press in any wrong way...
I only lean back, and pray and wait.
Europe is alive...have no idea of how I can possibly get there...but I choose to take a huge leap of faith (extreme sport)
Yes, I will go to Europe, someday...only God knows when.