Bea, are you really pregnant?

Before I start I want to make clear I made a mistake in giving my address for the Bible study blog. It should be: http://biblereflections.blogspot.com if you dont put the blogspot part then you go into a web page written by an american. interesting- browse through it...but I cant take the credit for what is in it!!!! uuppss!
anyhow...
I got a letter today that says: "I was reading your blog, you mention something about being pregnant, I am excited about the idea, but before I go totally nuts over the baby...I wanted to ask you, sorry, my english isn´t that good."
ja ja ja ja so funny!!! and cute!
So, I wrote to my friend, but decided to stop and make this clear for all (just in case...) I am not physically pregnant. I am pregnant with a revival. What I mean to express with this, is that I have a real strong desire to participate with God to bring a revival to earth.
I know that I can´t with the heart I now have, that is why I have stopped so many other "important" things. And I am just concentrating on that new heart.
If I manage to get that heart (in God´s mercy)..then I can hope to hear God say: "Bea Gasca you are in!"
Wow!!!
But what is a revival?
Revival= God walking on earth.

Everything changes, if God is around. Supernatural moves of the Holy Spirit bring forth healing and restauration in amazing degrees. Physical and emotional healing.
Deliverance from alcohol, drugs and witchcraft...
and that is just a little bit of the change. Relationships will be strongly affected. Parents and children will walk in love. Women, I long for this in a special way, will be cared for and protected as God had designed it to be so from the beginnig.
So much will be going on!
But the best part will be that people will open their eyes to their sin. Suddenly you will hear people shouting:
"I am a sinner! I am a sinner!
I need a saviour!"
People turning to God, seeking,pleading His mercy and grace.
Recieving it and falling on their knees, to
worship the ONE AND ONLY.

My spirit gets excited as we talk about this. It is restless. Can´t wait for the time...
For now we are concentrated on that new heart. Lots of Bible reading...It will be a while, but we continue to work- God and I. God does most of the work, I only accept His burning fire, changing me, changing me, changing me...so one day God can say:
"Bea Gasca you are in! Lets go!
Lets walk in the midst of the Wind of Change!"

What glorious day that will be!!!!
May God grant me to make it.
May God allow me to give birth to a revival.
May I walk in the midst of the Wind of Change.