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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

My quest for life 2

I just finished writing on my desire to find a way to live life in the midst of serving God. But LIFE has many enemies, ministry is just one of them.

I am also wondering how to live LIFE in a broken world. A world that does not love LIFE.
the increase in the abortion rates is a clear statement, this society hates LIFE.
and it is true in many ways.

I have been substituting some of my mom's classes at the state's public university. I have done a great job, I have given those kids soooo much. I have prepared well and...well, it has been great, just great.
Do you know why I have been able to do it? Because I am a substitute teacher.
You see if I were a teacher with a contract, I would soon be under heavy pressure. "Stop being so good, or leave. You make us all look bad, doing such a good job."

I will be honest I have received this message everywhere I have been...even in church.

So, part of my quest is "can I really live LIFE in a broken world?"

There is only one reason why I am even considering in getting back on this journey, and it is basicaly because Jesus said "I came so you could have abundant life"

I have no clue as to how it is done...I have rested...now I hope to find out...someday when I am ready to move on.