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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

time to fly!

My stomach is filled with butterflies!!!
I am soooo excited!
I love life.
and I love God...I guess the right way to put it is: I love living near God.
He is cool.

Last year I clearly heard Him call me into 40 days of prayer. I remember I could see the clouds of a storm, but the wind was a gentle fragant breeze. It did not seem to match up. but God is like that - very controversial.
It was like that, the storm of facing His wrath, the fragance of receiving His discipline and guidance.
You guys, you have no idea of how glad I am that I stopped. Stopped ministry and church life...it seemed madness, but again God is controversial, it was in such obedience that I found God again and got things straight in my heart and in my mind.
Now I am ready to start.
God calls me to 40 days of prayer and I just know, I just knew it was a time for change again... and I was ready for it...I seem to have rested enough =)
So, I gladly announce that I know the congregation I will join.
TARARA!!!!
surprised?
They will be too. ja ja ja
The principal pastor and his wife used to be my youth pastors...sweet no? I wonder how they will react...ji ji
BUT believe it or not I bet you anything they will be glad, and so will I.
Many years have gone by since we walked together in the past, now I have wrinkles and white hairs...he has gained weigth and lost some hair...his wife looks great.
I believe we have gained experience, and we haven't lost our love for God.
It will be most interesting...most fun.

I am ready to fly. It will be good to reach out again, to strech out my wings and flutter all over...
Last night a girl that is a missionary visited us, she knew nothing of us so she talked to us as missionaries talk to people when they are trying to get them interested in missions. ji ji ji
It was cute, mom and I kept looking at each other with a mischevious look, but we did not say anything.
I was silent most of the time (can you believe it?) I was observing God, I knew He had something in mind, and He just kept looking at me with a mishevious look too.
I am most excited about what is going to come...my mind way to small to even really try to grasp it, but my spirit, my spirit has seen God's look. I am tremendously excited...
So it is time to fly...
let the show begin!!!

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