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Monday, March 28, 2005

enough is enough

I no longer want to walk in fear.
It really takes so much out of you!
Clearness of thought, energy, joy, and peace all go away as soon as fear comes in.
So I hear God...lets go out and have a walk on waters. This time the adventure includes others, and includes my dear friend Zana.
Zana has gone out to walk on waters with me before, and because of me she drank a lot of water!
My dear friend!!! So I write to her, and then fear comes in...it is so paralizing!!
yuck! I hate to be under its power!
Today I got a letter from my friend, "Bea, I would love to walk on waters with you again. Do not worry, I know how to swim quite well."
I laugh and I thank God for her.
Peace comes softly back into my life, along with it faith finds a place to grow. This time I am set on doing things in peace, in faith and in hope.
No matter the result. I know that there are many factors that will affect the result, and it is not only my obedience that will dictate a victory.
I will walk in faith- for God spoke.
I will walk with peace- for my friend knows how
to swim
I will walk with hope- to see dear ones hugged
by God
I will walk with joy- I am walking on waters,
with Jesus by my side.

This time, I am set of doing things differently, do not know the results...but I will not let fear take control.
Enough is enough!