the right action, but...

I know God brought me to Mexico,because it would have been extremely hard to be in a dying nation with a sleeping church.
BUT I also know He brought me here out of love for that church...ja ja ja.
Lets put it this way. If I were there now, I would probably be kicking everybody, trying to get them out of the church building.
Maybe the right action.
BUT with the wrong heart.
I know that I still have to get the same heart that God has, and has had for the church through out history.
Just wanted to tell you that I am aware that I need some adjustments I need to deal with sin in relation to the church of Christ.
And I do have questions, honest and simple, but questions that need answers before I can once more become involved in a congregation.
Do not fear. God is dealing with this issue, in due season...in due season His work shall bear fruit.
Thanks for praying and worrying.
Bea